first day in new sem!!!

Diary, Im feel too tired today. I woke up early this morning although I feel too difficult to sleep last night. I walk out from my home and I see many new students at the bus stop. It means too hard to get inside the bus. So I decided to walk. While walking I enjoyed the view along the street, watched new students character and face. Looks like they all nerd. Of course, new student. Same like me when I was in semester one. Huhu.

I enjoyed meet my beloved classmate and of course, my TGG. Many things we share and talked. So enjoy.

Today I have 3 classes. But the first class in the morning was cancelled because our class are been using by new student for their briefing. After lunch hour, I have two classes. Start learned already. Looks like it difficult subject. Hopefully I can manage to score. Aminn…

My lecturer said, think easy and don’t tension to learn…

Kaki aku sakit la diary… melecet..huhu.. kasut mkn tuan daa…

Two more classes to go tomorrow..

too tired..

Just arrived in my rent house in shah alam.. long journey to go..

Miss my family in ipoh.. My dad sent me to bus station early morning. I feel so tired. Sakit-sakit badan. Panas badan. Macam nak demam. Td kena hujan. Hopefully I will get well quickly so I can go to class tomorrow. Miss my friends. Afraid to start new semester..

Still remember the bitch that kutuk2 me in my wall post at facebook? She, the one who backup her friend message me. Asking me many things about our faculty. Haha. I feel like I doesn’t want to reply her. But, I not too evil. Haha. I reply and answer everything that she ask. You know diary, she will waiting me at bus stop tomorrow morning! She afraid and forget the way to our faculty. I can just ignore her. But I don’t want. I give help to others. Don’t be too arrogant.

Help others when they need helps. << That’s what my mom and dad always said to me>>

forgive me...

Forgive me…
because appear in your life
I never and don’t want this happen
but as human, I never escape to make mistake…

Forgive me…
because still loving you

Forgive me…
because still keep our memory together in my heart

Forgive me…
because I still cannot forget you..

Forgive me….
for all mistakes that I done to you..

tata 2009

Happy new year!

Hmm.. I forgot to write about my sweetheart, Shafie. 30 December 2009 was the last day that my mom takes care of him. After this, his dad brought him to Kedah to stay with his mom. He will get new mom whose takes care of him. My family and I will remember all the times when he was here. He too cute. We all love him so much. Every times I hear wali band song(tak laku2), menatap matamu (aril), jangan nakal (alif), akim song and lagu kedai kopi, I will remember how he sang the song.

There no one else will call me as kak jim anymore. No one will fight me and fire me as ultraman. Hehe. I gonna miss you pie’. You know diary, although he only 3years old, he know many things and love to asking too much question while watching television. My mom and my sis always teach him to speak in English. It sounds funny when he tries to say something. Hehe.

I still remember when I want to started semester3. Because his mom and dad are working on the day that I supposed to go to see my rent house, we bring him along. He enjoys the journey and did not cry. When we meet our uncle who stays in Batu Caves, we split. My family return home. My dad said that Shafie was panic because I was not in the same car. He keeps asking “mana kak jim?” “kenapa kak jim nek keta orang tu?” “mana diorang nak bawa kak jim?”

Shafie.. I will always love you. I don’t have any brother or younger sister. But I assume you (Mohd Shafie), Darwis(Ahmad Darwis), Amir( Amirul Zharif), Angah(Muhammad Zhafri), Anis(Anis Syahirah), Eira(Nisa Humaira), Ojan (Fauzan Afif), Angah (Fareez Azim) and Along (Fakhrul Syakirin) as my brother and younger sister..
Love you all.. maybe one fine day we will meet again. Hehe..