hurm...

I miss to write something on you. But I don’t have enough time to do it. Starting this month, I so busy and tired. Last weekend I have module to attend. On Saturday and Sunday. And on Monday have classless. My healths become worst until I cannot control my temper. I cannot walk from faculty to my house anymore and have to take bus. Otherwise, if I walked as usual as before, I will collapse because cannot breath easily. Hurm.. You know diary, I feel disappointed of myself and almost feel want to give up. Luckily I still remember ALLAH and my family and my aim. And also luckily I have a lot of friend that always support me.

friends..luv u!

It really hard to find a good friend like you. Always here by my side. Always support me in whatever im doing. Don’t know what will happen if I don’t have any friend like you..

Talking about friend, my friends and I just started our sharing diary. Where we share problems and telling something that hurt our heart. I just love to do that. We share and comment and give solution towards the problem. From this, I know that even though you a cheerful outside, but inside your heart, you are crying. I love that the fact that I know both of you dear.

Muka nampakk bengis,tingkahlaku mcm kasar.
tapi….
dalam hati ada taman…
huhuhu..

it is wrong to be friend with boy??

Diary, does it wrong for me to be friend with boy? I keep think and find any reasons for it. And I didn’t find anything use to it. Why she hates me when I said I texted or answer his call? Why she get angry when I said I meet him? Not only with this guy but also with other guy. Do I not deserve to be friend with man? Sometimes, from my observation I also know that she sometimes show that her discomfort able when I walk or jokes with my girl friends. Does she think I only deserve to be her friend? If both of my theory true, with whom that I deserve to be friend with? Please.. I don’t want to be like bird in the cage. I already had gone through it. And I don’t want it to happen again. It makes me feel tired to take care of your heart despite you always hurts me!

relief..??

diary..recently i feel lost, although im happy with what happen. i feel like there was a big stone in my head. hurmm..
i put video that i make at facebook. and many friend comment about it include amer. i just thinking what will my friends (girl) that who like him will think about it. i dont want to fight with her. amer love to be friend with me compare to her. is that my fault? if i know from the beginning i dont want to know him. i dont want to lose both of them because both of them are my friend.

kompas cinta

kompas cinta
i buy this book on last monday at pc fair. attacted to the topic discussed and i buy it. this book really give new spirit and knowledge about love among teenagers. i include here the picture of the book and the list of topic discussed.

1. IFTITAH

2. MINDA CINTA YANG SEMPIT

3. DISKRIMINASI CINTA

4. APA ITU CINTA?

5. TANDA-TANDA JATUH CINTA

6. CINTA YANG SEHARUSNYA?

7. 7 JENIS CINTA

8. CINTA ITU LUAR BATASAN MANUSIAWI

9. CINTA DAN NAKHODA

10. PILIH BAHTERA CINTA

11. COUPLE ATAU UKHUWWAH FILLAH

12. UKHUWWAH FILLAH – UNTUNG ATAU SIA-SIA?

13. MAGNET CINTA

14. MEMASANG KOMPAS CINTA

15. MAGNET KARISMA

16. MAGNET NYAH ZINA

17. MAGNET BAHAGIA

18. KOMPAS YANG SEMPURNA DAN BAHTERA YANG KUKUH

19. UNDUR SEBELUM TERLANJUR

20. AKUR & SYUKUR

21. BERSIAP SEDIA MENYAMBUT BELAHAN JIWA

22. BERTUNANG : WAKTU BERSIAGA BUKAN ROMANTIKA

23. SELAMAT MENUJU PULAU BAHAGIA

chatterz frendz

Diary.. I feel very3 happy! Huhu. Don’t you want to know why? Let me wrote on you. Last weekend, I joined yahoo messenger chat room. I enter room Pahang 4. Hurmm.. as usual, I don’t know anyone there and started to give salam at the room.

That was in Friday if I not mistaken. I meet few of the members and starts have a conversation. I meet someone use nickname tebuan. I thought maybe he have some problem with his relationship with his girlfriends. So I gave him advice and we have a chit-chat. And at the room also I make a friend with vespa, jepbro, capoi and capok and also naz and wawa.

I feel enjoy to be friend with them!!