relief..??

diary..recently i feel lost, although im happy with what happen. i feel like there was a big stone in my head. hurmm..
i put video that i make at facebook. and many friend comment about it include amer. i just thinking what will my friends (girl) that who like him will think about it. i dont want to fight with her. amer love to be friend with me compare to her. is that my fault? if i know from the beginning i dont want to know him. i dont want to lose both of them because both of them are my friend.